This is Me

Pet Name: Flightless
Owner: Mockingbird
Theme / Type: Wintercursed Braenon
Born: December 17, 2010

MisticPal Name: Eternity
MisticPal Age: 5026 Days

The Fight, The Hurt, And the Crying

Level: 5
Hit Points: 0 / 10
Strength: 3
Defense: 3
Speed: 8
Intellect: 15
Misticpower: 5

Battles Won: 0
Battles Lost: 1

Books Read

Books Read: 10/373 [ View Books ]

Exotic Foods Eaten

Foods Eaten: 70/1254 [ View Foods ]

A Love Story

I belong with Mockingbird .

on our way back down to earth

Without the help of Isyli and Sherry, a flightless bird would never have spread her wings. Boxed and poppeted on Tuesday, January 4, 2011.

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flightÂ·less
adjective
having wings, but unable to fly. a flightless bird, insect, etc. cannot fly even though it has wings

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PROFILE UNDER CONSTRUCTION

When I First Saw You

Once upon a time, love was a small fairytale event that would never, ever affect me. They sang about it, those singers with their moonshine perfections. I heard it from the radio. This ancient concept, was inescapable. Everywhere. But was I out of line when I told myself that it was a drug, that it was a bad idea? I don't think so. But I did, so long ago, in a kingdom far, far away, when love was something new and enchanting and beautiful.

Just the Way You Are

I did love you. I won't lie, or pretend, or act, because quite honestly, I am sick of this play that has become my life. It all started with you. I should have seen it was all too good to be true, I should have seen what you were doing to me. I should have known. And they told me to watch out, but I didn't believe them. I cast aside the advice of my friends and family, for you, because I loved you. You don't understand. I gave my whole life for you. On Christmas Eve, when you walked me home and stood facing me on the steps up to my door, you slipped my hands into yours. And I stood there, with my numb, cold hands compressed in your warm tight grip, and you looked me in the eye, and that was when I realized I really, really loved you. And I remember Valentine's Day, when I kept stealing glances in your direction, praying you would notice me. I thought that you hadn't. But when I got home that night, there were roses. And I would spend so many nights in my bed, staring listlessly at my ceiling, praying that you would never change, please never change, please notice me. And when you told me you did love me, I was so dizzy with ecstasy that for a week I spent, dazed and struck with wonder, dancing around my room when no one was looking. I gave so much for you. I just don't understand why.

Jump Then Fall

We'll do this together. But we can't live like this. I can't always sneak out to see you, can't keep this many things secret. I'm scared. You know I'm scared, but you don't seem to think it's worth it to stop. I think that that's that. I can't stop thinking about you. You're all I ever imagined and all I wanted. I've never met anyone as perfect to me. I can't believe you would love someone as plain as me. How could you love me? I still don't understand.
But please - if you really loved me, help me.
I need you the most now.

Incisions Must Be Made

What I don't understand is...why would you tell me you loved me if you didn't? Don't you know how much it hurt me? Didn't you feel anything?
Oh, I'm sorry.
I forgot for a moment that you didn't have a heart.

Pour a Little Salt

This isn't real.
Demons aren't real.
This isn't funny.
Please stop.
What in the world do you hope to accomplish?

There'll Be No Sunshine

There were ashes on the sidewalk, and they're still there - don't you see them? Your ashes and my ashes, because you vanished into the Underworld or whatever dark fiery world you originated in and you took my heart with you. My world doesn't revolve around you. That's true. But if I still have any part of me left, it lost all its will. I gave you everything and you burned it away. Now I have nothing left to give. And you said that you'd come back, back for me, to drag me into your darkness. You don't have to drag me though. I'm already there. But you wouldn't believe me if I told you how much it hurts. You wouldn't care whatsoever. I'm just a toy for you to enjoy and then break and then cast aside. I wonder how many toys you've burned out. I wonder how many other people are dead-eyed and lost because of you. I hate you. I hate you like I've hated nothing before. The second time, I realized that you really were a demon. I believed it. Because no one else could ever be as cold and angry as you. There was always anger. I saw it in your eyes, ever since the very first day when I realized I loved you. It's funny. Because I saw you then, but love made me blind.
I saw you, but then again, I never really saw you.

If You Listen Closely Enough

Weenie says Sure. I don't mind company. *awkwardly smiles*

Cold says (( D: I'll go get the hairdryer! )) *he frowned a little and gave another hmph* Yea, such minor details tend to get forgotten~ *his words were laced with sarcasm, but he was never known for being very nice after all*

Cold says e__e; *wonders silently if he liked her or not before looking at Mockingbird and tossing her off, the contact ensuring that she was covered with frost as she was knocked away* ...hmph. *he crosses his arms and proceeds to glare at the two of them*

Weenie says oh, how kind of you to remember me. Dl

Cold says >_< *doesn't move in the slightest, glaring at the one that's glomping him* Get. Her. Off. e___e;; (( You're no fun, little grumpy pants! xDD /enjoying this moment ))

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